Random thoughts

I was sitting at work tonight with nothing to do, so I pulled out a piece of paper and wrote outand a bunch of random thougts came to mind. For your reading pleasure, here they are.

Sleep is over rated.

I'm not really in love with anyone but my son.

There is nothing wrong with having sex whit whoever you please, as long as you're safe.

I don't like my mom very much.

I go to school, go to work, spend time with my kid, read, spend too much time online, and fuck too much.

I think I'm fat and ugly, but no one else seems me that way. Who's blind?

If I can get food stamps, I'm buying myself some slimfast.

Working til 10 sucks.

I miss my dad.

I wish someone would tell me what's wrong with my knee.

Why do I have to be so damn independant and stubborn?

I'm 29 and wish I was still daddy's little girl.

I wish I had a brother or sister.

Sometimes I wish I was a lesbian.

I want another baby so bad it hurts.

I hate living in Michigan. I never should have left California.

I really like working at the Home Depot, but I hate being a cashier.

I miss doing plays. They were the only thing I was naturally good at.

I should have gone to San Francisco or New York and at least tried. Too late now.

I wish I was thin and pretty. Not super model pretty, but like the girls I see at school with the shiney hair and great makeup and clothes.

I'm still a tomboy trapped in a woman's body and I wish I wasn't.

I wish my knee would stop hurting. I don't want to have surgery on it again. I never fully healed from the last one.

I want to be someone's Mrs. again someday.

If there is such a thing as reincarnation, I want to come back as a cat.

I fucking hate being bipolar. Why couldn't I have a normal brain?

There you have it...random thoughts from a messed up mind.